Welcome to the Full Moon in Virgo this Monday! What do I notice, what's resonating, what's up during the Moon's transit of Virgo (she was there yesterday, too)? Heightened sensitivity. It's tough, in partnership with yourself, to remain present and loyal to your feelings when the demands and quirks of your deeply entrenched emotional nature make it so awkward, so painful, so intense you want to skip out.
How did I come to be so fearful of endings that I stay pulled back and out of direct experience? I hover around in the sidelines fretting the inevitable. That dreaded future moment looms backwards all the way to the present and I let it loom large. The more we think inside our virtual realities the easier it is to conceive of easy and total abandonment in many forms.
Depending on the thing, though, it can fall into disrepair and drift gently out of our memories and into the forgotten. Can areas of our internal landscape ever do the same? They can and do, but can it be "okay"? Depending on the thing. A gift of Virgo is to sort through these... things. Ultimately time sorts the lasting from the everything else. Healer-teacher time... The "everlasting" is another question. No answer today.
My little, well-loved slice of cyber space is like a playground, a pillow for my head to dream upon, a public confessional for the sweetest secrets of my humanity. Thank you for visiting, whoever you are!